The male has been cropping up in my drawings.
On reflection is this male a counter weight to the female or just a very natural progression? Perhaps it is more interesting to think about why I havnt bothered with the male before now. Well I never saw the use for him, while the body shape naturally became female (and what do I know about the male?)
Of course now, as I open up my practice to an element of the narrative, which may well involve more than one character, the male had to happen.
If a central concern is mortality (and I have recently given in to this as a truth) then why confine it to the female image unless I decide to have her represent the human/life. Its an idea I have played with since her development, and after I attempted to destroy her, which was really about seeing just how far I could push the image visually before the form became lost and meaningless to the viewer- too abstract in all aspects-it was clear that I was happier with this newly emerged, mostly developed female body form.
But is there a real need for him in my practice now? What does this male give to the female and is there any interplay there at all? I have always been of the mind that if it doesnt need to be there throw it out, not a fan of clutter and over the past year I have applied this to the work, on the other hand perhaps the male needs more development time, the female took two years for me to develop, clearly the male has come to me fully formed as an off shoot from the female in terms of his rendering so I have had much less time to figure out what part I want him to play.
Looking at the drawings it seems that she is far to engrossed in her own situation to notice the male, to acknowledge his existence at all. Dont read to much into that, she has always been isolated within her situation.

Don Juan in Hell-Baudelaire
When Don Juan had descended to the waves
Of Hell, and given coin for Charon’s chores,
A beggar with Antisthenes’ proud gaze
Took an avenger’s grip around the oars.
Showing their hanging breasts through open gowns,
Sad women writhed beneath that blackened sky;
Like victims chosen for the kil1ing ground
They trailed behind him, lowing mournfully.
Sganarelle badgered him to get his pay,
While Don Luis, with trembling gesture there,
Showed all the dead who lined the waterway
That shameless son, who’d mocked his old grey hair.
Quivering with grief, Elvira, chaste and thin,
Near to her lover and unfaithful spouse,
Seemed to be begging one last smile of him,
In which would shine the grace of his first vows.
A great stone man, stiff in his uniform,
Was the stem helmsman on that gloomy run,
But our calm hero, bent upon his sword,
Stared at the wake, and gave his glance to none.

So above are a couple of drawings from yesterday, just playing with the idea of the male, the forms differences and similarities to the female and how the two could, or will relate to each other. I certainly don’t feel the need to push the male to his limits as I once did the female, I am now in a place in my practice where I am more concerned with the female/male playing out the themes of mortality and human emotional and physical connections and psychological states.
I am very aware that I have not answered my own question. (blogging can be a dangerous pass time for me)
PS
I have talked allot on this blog about the development of the female form-here’s an example of her starting point~toes!

2006-graphite on paper
As ever, comments are encouraged.

Meg
This is an interesting progression of your work and throws up lots of questions, which I guess in time you may, or may not be able to answer.
The way she is so engrossed in her own situation to not even notice his presence shows her selfishness and reminds us why she is there in the first place.
There are lots of emotions that could that could be played out between this new pairing and I shall be watching to see how things develop
corinna
Thank you for the comment, as ever it means allot.
Some times a worry about not being able to answer the questions I ask of my practice, but surely if that was an instant possibility it would all be over right?
Thank you for your insight, this kind of feed back is the reason for the blog. Mind you I still find it easier to articulate my thoughts and process on the FB page.
-Corinna